Elusive Memories: can't grow a new Heart.

3 is always too early or too late for anything and everything, I remember the events of the past few months how everything has just begun to fall apart. I don't want to cling on to my past, people they just come and leave some just leave us with warm memories, Sometime we have got so much to say but people whom we love are So far away.

My lust for life ended  that very day when I left my home. I know Life goes by in the wink of an eye with so much left to say. As the time flies my spirit of living also withers with it. This deep and dark silence of the night soothes me. This life has drifted me so far away from the calm and the peace and the joy which I once knew, all that I am left with is my solitude. Nothing but Silence pleases me. I really hope to see Chachu, Kurt, and Suzzie soon.

All I ever had and will ever have

No I'm not insane...I've just seen a few things...been there done a few mistakes killed my fuckin soul..told a thousand lies..my soul is as cold as a corpse...died a few years ago...Scars and ink Scars and ink all I had was Scars and ink.. we Humans we all lie....words no longer mean a thing...Scars and Ink Scars and ink all I have is Scars and Ink.

Music.....Feel Connected.

Slipknot taught me that you have to appreciate each day and cherish every moment. Metallica taught me that music can break all the barriers. Nirvana taught me the most valuable in this life of tolerance is love for someone. Pantera taught me to play with soul and die like a true Good Megadeth taught me about everything that one can achieve in this life SOAD taught me that I should never bury my thoughts and tell em' all what I think Deep Purple taught me what true rock and roll is... Guns N' Roses taught me what life really is.... Dream Theater taught me One shall never give up to his Dreams...and I'm still Learning......Humans taught me lies....I'm just an apprentice I learn what I see...what I feel....

Dull Enough to Fade Away.

The night keeps falling before these eyes the day pass by and the sun rises every day from the horizon....I've become comfortably numb enough the cold night misery pain and violence. It seems that the Humans have lost it all and they keep blaming others I don't know what's wrong with the entire Mankind but the problem is seriously contagious I am not safe either.....Music is the only thing that keeps me going else I would have withered a long long time ago.

My Favourite Pink Floyd Track

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, Blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? Did they get you to trade Your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? And cold comfort for change? Did you exchange A walk on part in the war, For a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls Swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found The same old fears.Wish you were here................

I Sold My Soul For Rock n Roll

Bands like GnR and Kiss were good for me classic rock was really awesome but something was missing I loved Scorpions and others but I needed something heavy something Like Black Sabbath :) Since last two years Metal became my new addiction and believe me, It has been a constant for me. whenever I feel like as if something is wrong or I feel low I turn to music....Metal and it's always there for me My friends have been with me since my childhood but still there was always missing that was metal......unlike other teenagers Iron Maiden was the first heavy metal band which I heard and I fell in love with it.